After three and a half years, I feel a strong desire to pick up the phone and call Kevin this morning.
I haven't felt that urge in a long time. My heart still aches.
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2 comments:
Oh that we could have a phone line to Heaven. When they have been such an all-encompassing part of our lives it's so hard to not have them there with us. God bless.
I have a saved voice mail. I listen to it every day.
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