When I drive, I fantasize about being in a bad car accident and dying so that death will keep me from suffering any longer.
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5 comments:
I understand these words perfectly.
Those same exact thoughts have passed through my mind MANY times. Hang in there love!
I laugh when I have a near miss with a truck whilst driving at 90mph on the motorway. I also laugh when we hit very bad turbulence, which unnerves people around me.
You are reacting sanely to an insane situation.
And I totally get it xx
My thoughts are with you, and your thoughts are with me.
Thank you for saying what I think about every time I am driving. I want the pain of missing my husband so much gone and I want to be with him in heaven.
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